I am doing my best trying to focus on work, but as my job requires a certain amount of sitting and waiting for phone call/e-mails/carrier pigeon/augury there is down time of sitting and staring.

Viz where the flashbacks come from.

So in an effort to not become (finger quotes) Depressed (finger quotes) I turn to the only real source of reality…YOUTUBE

This, of course, is not the smartest move because I run across uplifting things like…

I felt that before running across Johnny Cash doing NIN “Hurt” or the Sad Kermit version, I needed a change of venue and this Paul and Storm bit may have really pulled me back to a better place.

Be Better.

-GG

Was overcome by images from a lifetime ago. Of a child so small fighting a fight I couldn’t help with. If there was a demon or a train I could throw myself in front of I would, but life doesn’t work that way. We move on. We fight the fights we can and we mourn the ones we loose. Goodbye Hope RIP

-GG